This is a personal post; it has been a while since I last wrote such a post. This blog is mainly about academic articles.
I have been in preschool for 10 years, since the day I left the army for my mandatory 2-year National Service. Then I transitioned to a special needs teacher this year, and it has been almost half a year since I took my own class.
I guess since the start, the students always motivate and encourage me, while the adults make me feel like the worst teacher in the world.
It can be difficult to manage students or even know what to do during a meltdown. But I love them deeply and with all my heart. I cannot say the same for adults. If in another life or if I could restart this life, I would want to choose another career path. I might be worse or better at something else. But I do wonder how my life would turn out had I not chosen this path for myself.
It is easy to pivot when you are still in your 20s or just starting out. But in this stage of my life, while I can still pivot, I do not want to risk having a much lower pay just because I want to try something else. Unless the day comes when I have so much savings that I can literally afford to work for a lower wage.
I often wonder why God created these little ones to be so different. I feel so much for them as they struggle to communicate their thoughts and wants. I can only see their discomfort and try my best to console them. I do know in general what they dislike, but I find it hard to know what they want. Sometimes it is impossible to give them what they want when I know that something is exactly what they need.
So yup, hope you enjoyed this little personal sharing of mine.
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